Maybe
one time standing behind a podium
you heard voices and realized
they were
what
your own mouth just said and quickly
you
grew accustomed to giving orders.
Or maybe standing there you said
nothing
at
all and the next thing you knew
some night shift nurse of the
invisibly
wounded
was monitoring your fitful dreams.
Like everyone, I’ll watch
indefinitely
while
the
meant-to-be lovers stay
a
lip’s width apart
or a war zone, their shadows overlapping
like
animals around a dried-up watering hole.
I
keep expecting someone prettier when I look
in the mirror.See how we shatter then
in the mirror.See how we shatter then
reassemble
as I turn away back into the day.
Lisa
Olstein, 2014